Warrior woman
2009-10-09
I've been walking around in pain on and off the last two weeks and its starting to affect me badly. I'm tired, sour and grumpy all the time. I dont even want to know how many painkillers ive eaten these last weeks. this weekend i said that unless the pain diapperared today i would call my "midwife" Buuuut, the pain is still here visiting me and i havent called yet. I really hate making calls like these. I wait until the last minute to do calls.
They fill me with anxiety We had some lively discussions in my swedish class today,
We swedes, generally want to be good and strong. Dont want to ask anyone for help. If we ask for help we are weak. We dont want to bother anyone, but if anyone askes us for help. we dont mind. Would love to help this person in need They dont bother us. But for some reason we bother others when we need help? We also discussed the humans quest in life to find our soulmates.
How do we know when we have found the one? Will we ever find the one? We did read a text about what the old greeks say about soul mates and such. In the beginning we were born as two people. We were stuck in the back. Back to back we fought. And we fought good. But we could never see eachother.
Hear the others voice and feel the pressence, But never see or really touch. We plead to the gods to seperate us. We plead and beged until they listend and we were separated. They separated all people and everything became a big mess of people. In the crowd we lost our other half.
Still today we seek for that one and only person that is going to make us whole again
Im in bed right now and im so tired that im going to stay here for the rest of the night.
School tomorros 8:30-16:30
I've been walking around in pain on and off the last two weeks and its starting to affect me badly. I'm tired, sour and grumpy all the time. I dont even want to know how many painkillers ive eaten these last weeks. this weekend i said that unless the pain diapperared today i would call my "midwife" Buuuut, the pain is still here visiting me and i havent called yet. I really hate making calls like these. I wait until the last minute to do calls.
They fill me with anxiety We had some lively discussions in my swedish class today,
We swedes, generally want to be good and strong. Dont want to ask anyone for help. If we ask for help we are weak. We dont want to bother anyone, but if anyone askes us for help. we dont mind. Would love to help this person in need They dont bother us. But for some reason we bother others when we need help? We also discussed the humans quest in life to find our soulmates.
How do we know when we have found the one? Will we ever find the one? We did read a text about what the old greeks say about soul mates and such. In the beginning we were born as two people. We were stuck in the back. Back to back we fought. And we fought good. But we could never see eachother.
Hear the others voice and feel the pressence, But never see or really touch. We plead to the gods to seperate us. We plead and beged until they listend and we were separated. They separated all people and everything became a big mess of people. In the crowd we lost our other half.
Still today we seek for that one and only person that is going to make us whole again
Im in bed right now and im so tired that im going to stay here for the rest of the night.
School tomorros 8:30-16:30
Tjio!
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